I’m tired, I’m extremely tired now, enduring all this. This is unbearable now, she said while sobbing & hugging her pillow tightly.
An unknown voice – This will end. I’m sure.. good days are going to come, but till then be strong, you can’t give up.
She – When? when will my happy days come, when are these nights going to end. I’m dying bearing all this. I’m sick of this fake smile.
An unknown voice – But, you don’t have any other option, except waiting patiently.
She – And do you know, this is the worst thing, I can’t even do anything else rather than surviving these one of the worst days. (Crying) I hope my happy days come back soon.
An unknown voice – Soon? Maybe or maybe not?.. Nothing worth good comes easy. If it would have been easy, then God would not have tested you, your patience, your strength. Moreover if it would have been easy, how will you rejoice at the end? That is why they say, “The longer you wait, the sweeter the results God create.” You have to qualify for those happy days. You have to give the test & pass it with excellence. You can’t give up. God hasn’t gifted you this life to just sit back and complain. Stand up girl, fight for yourself. Fight for your happy days. Nobody is going to do that for you. God helps those, who help themselves. So go! Fight! Live your life!
She – But.. but, I’m scared, scared if really my happy days would ever come back. Or how will I support myself, if I fall again, or even after fighting, after fixing my broken pieces, If I’ll ever get back my smile again?
An unknown voice – And do you know?.. this is what we call faith. Faith on that Supreme Lord God, that he will give your happy days back. If you are true, then trust me he’s going to be with you. You’ll not be the only one to clear the stones from your way. He’ll be doing that with you too. So start the journey and have faith in him n he’ll never disappoint you. 🙂
And once again, she slept hugging her pillow with a hope that one day, her pillow will not have to witness her teary eyes, but her smiling face.